haha!!! PMR is over...officially we have indepencence....other words...MERDEKA!!!!
haha...so far.. the paper was okok larh...not to hard....but funny thing is..almost all the questions i expected to come out..didn't....haha...most of'em form 1 and form 2 questions....cool eh?? haha..yeah...overall...i wasn't really prepared tho..... as most of u guys know...my grandma passed away on 27/09..... thx guys for praying for her when she was in the hospital....and for me and my fam when she passed away.... haha...altho news travel fast around YA! less then a day or two.... i'd get msges from u guys all day.....thx guys for carin so much.... but the fact that my grandma passed away really hit me hard that time man... i was like...crap.... how did that happen??

She was in bangkok when it happened....she had a great time and all..and just when she was about to come back to m'sia, i think... a day or two away...she collapsed.....she fell into a coma...and didn't wake up until she was declared dead in the hospital.... my dad was really frust man....i tell ya... when he recieve the news until he went to bangkok....

but over all.... i feel super sad coz she didn't accept christ...and i haven't been a good testi to her....i guess she is due to go to u know where....it sux man......but i guess thats reallity... i didn't get to her fast enuf.....haihz.....

on that night when her body was being brought back to her hse...it started to rain....and one of my grand aunt who is into all this said it was a good thing as her spirit know that she has to come back to her hse or smth like that larh....haha.....XD then hor... she started telling me and my sis, mum and other fam members what to do and what not to do.... haha funny man.....when the coffin came into the hse...we had to kneel in front of the hse and call out her name to anounce the coffin is here for her....man all of us broke down and cry man...it really hit my fam hard....we were only allowed to go back at around 3 smth....AND I WAS NOT ALLOWED TO WASH MY HAIR......cannot stand it man......

woke up the next day at around 1 pm.....(study mar XD...like i did...) had a quick lunch of nasi lemak then went over 2 my grandma's palce again....i had nth to do so i help fold those paper money to burn....come on larh....it was nth..it was to take my mind of things while studying ok??? the msl staff came to have thier last look at her or watever u call it...at around 6 plus...we had dinner.... haha vegetarian dinner...cannot eat meat larh...super sad man...however...they had artificial meat....cool man...taste abit like meat...but got no kick in it...haha....ok larh the food.....boleh makan....after dinner....at around 7 to 8.....they asked us to attend a ceremony....i tell u....these taoist monks were funny ppl...started chanting in hakka....but rather more like singing...very long sessions....then we get an hour of rest before going for it again...did it until 12...i had to sleep early as it was a thursday night and the next day i had to get sum things done in skool....mainly taking my position and understanding sum stuff....mana tau...these jokers crap all day again....real waste of my time...when will teachers not crap??!!! but it did took my mind off things..... real wonderful time..... after skool wnet straight to my grandma's place again....studied till 7 plus....ate the vegetarian lunch and dinner....then we her the funny ceremony again.....until 12....it was more like a routine larh.....
went back after the ceremony as our alarm suddenly went off.....i slept at 2 that night...

woke up earlier the next day....at 12..hahaha... went tru the whole thing again....altho i didn't really expected the YA!'s to come...they did...only a small no...but really man....manage to ponteng the 1st ceremony....haha!!!!thx guys!!!that night...ceremony was diff.....we had to walk around a make shift dragon....for a couple of rounds...i think 30..... then they started dancing around it...we had to sit infront of them and watch them perform real live movie...haha....they made a big flame out of a small fire in between the two dragons......did it 4 times.....then they ask us to go and pick up sum coins from the dragon.... For good luck or smth like that...then hor...they started to talk to sum make shift people and car and stuff....tell them abt thier jobs...gave them names...and discussed about thier pays larh...really like in a theater....haha...very funny....then they burn all those things 4 her lorh....

next day...we went for the burial ceremony.....went to fairy park to pary our last respects..... then went back to the hse again....after that ...we had meat for lunch.....meat!!! the best meat in the world...maybe its coz i didn't eat meat for so long...hahaha...

thats all for now....tmr i'll try to blog again.....hehe...
see larh if got anythign happen to me....

-peace outz-