haha..okok... oi know i said no more posts till after PMR...but i can't help it... got that semangat to post... hehe...or so it seems.....

sry larh...pics will have to wait..... so sorry... cannot find where all my pics went.... o.O maybe kena hacked..... hmmm..... okok...i was thinking...... how nice it would be when i can drive.... no transportation worries.... no need to worry about being late to anywhere.... no need to beg the other guys.... to just gif me a lift to church..... and then back... at the most ridiculus times..... hehe....
but then again... there will be road taxes to pay..... fuel to refuel for my car...and then the services for my car to keep it spick and span.....

come to think of it... i might be able to drive by next year.... or maybe the year after that.... anyhow... if i go aussy... it'll be a lil kinda prob to make ends meet..... its nuts i tell u... especially when its just around the corner... and u have got no school to go to... at least not sure.... no hhouse to stay in... my parents got no jobs at all... yet.... and i'd be in a new place wit a new time and a whole new life.... yet leaving this life is kinda hard for me... knowing how much i wanna spend i time here..... at times... and at other times... i'd feel i'm better off there... i know i say i'm ok wit all this... but there lots of issues to look at....

and then there's my school's cf....i know it can still survive through the years..... with God's grace..... but then again.... when the 15 yr old guys turn 17... i dunno how it'll turn out... none of them are really into serving God and CF.... i mean its underground... so i'm pretty sure no one wants to get caught with this mess and then get expelled... but i'm willing... and i dun mind..... and no one IS involve.... Lyon says he wants to but he keeps giving excuses..... Jarrod is always playing basketball when we're havin cf always wit his lepak attitude.... and everything HAS to go his way... he has that kinda thing in him that makes me just hate his attitude.. yet admire it.... this is nuts..... and ben... his mum is always csaying no to him...well most of the time coz he's wrong.... haha.... nutcase!!!!

but i guess no ones perfect.... i myself got lots of disabilities.... so its all okok.... or i dunno the word for it... hmmm...........guess it'll be for some other time.....

what should i do now?? i can't sleep..... dun have that sleepiness in me yet i know i need my rest for tmr morning.... a long long day ahead..... more like later..... wow... tis early now...guess i really gtg....till next time......
sry peeps....

-outz-