ok..i cannot think of any apropriate title for this post but here goes......

these past few weeks have been very busy for me......been studying(yes..i studied for the mid-term) and with practically everything......well...it started when my maid went home....haha....
well... when that time after she left...i've been busy cleaning up after myself..and cooking...and sweeping..and among other stuffs lar.... man was that sickening..... i have nvr been so tired in my life man...well maybe i did..... life has just got me so caught up...i think this church camp is really smth i'm looking forward to.....hehe

exam was rather.......hard but there were easy papers among them....i mean maths paper 2 was harder then i thought....i was stuck with dumb questions i didn't expect.....and i tot i knew..... haihz.....then there was BM...crap...talk about bad..... i didn't write my last karangan on the novels....and my main karangan was a load of crap that nvr made common sense...even i dunno wat i wrote.....haihz.... guess i can say bye bye to all the youth activities......haha

then there is all those freaking questions stuck in my head......
1st of all...there is my past..... i am always asking myself to forget what i went through...those caining and 'disiplining'......haihz..... why can't we just forget our past and move on..why can't i do that...... but i'm just glad i can look up to God in the end of the day and tell him thx for makin my life not any harder......whew.....

and to make things worst....billy's dad just past away.....the worst part is...he's father was not a christian...and i've been makin fun of him and practically locked him out and pushed him around before this.....i as like...omg.....not only that....he just accepted christ early this year...after 4 of us shared with him...i'm just so worried of him back-sliding been praying over this.......and idioticly..... these i'm not a guy who can witstand all this crap from life......so i had to be all soft and comfort him.....haihz....... thats just so very wrong man...............

but over all....i'm just glad its all over(mid-trem exam lar)....but i hope u guys will be praying for him ya(billy lar)......but then!!! there is church camp..... altho not much youth is going...i pray i'll have a good time there.....and not bored myself to death....

even so.....my music teacher Miss Choi(thats what i call her lar...dunno about u...but she's married xD) had to be very nosey now-a-days..asking me personal questions....haihz and i have to bare with it for 45 minutes.......==.==!! talk about suffer..... but she is very sweet....knew her since i was 3 yrs old man.......haha.....chun rite......xD
my kindergarden teach...... to rmb the past is hard tho...... so many sweet things...yet so many horribel things in my life so far...and there is yet more to come.....how i hope i can be ready to meet these troubles and truimph.........xD ok
GTG now kinda need to pack for Church Camp tmr....yay!!!! see u all soon....

-outz-