hey this questions been running through my mind all week........is CNY really suppose to be happy or sad?? i mean i dun have that happy feeling on CNY........its starting to feel like its just another holiday where u meet people u dun meet everyday....the atmosphere of CNY is gone.....Sad ain't it........ oh well no one can help can they...... hahaha...and i got scolding from my grandma for wearing my black long sleeve shirt....ish.....whats wrong wit her....its oni black.......... i mean no harm rite.......pantang my foot.......who cares man...but as a sign of respect i cannot wear my black shirt liao.....T.T
Manythings have fail me...but there a saying that goes..... FAILURE is the FIRST step to SUCSESS.......and just to let you know i think in this year itself i've bleeded atleast 1 gallon of blood....cool??back to my question........well my uncle from taiwan and australia, and also my cousin from ukrain is not coming back.........so maybe thats the thing........
Haihz.......dunno what to do.........still got history notes, KH project,arts and many more homework...but to finish it.......its just not my type........and i shall rant abit....
" mofo's how dare you claim to be my frens?? you dare say your true frens but u never stick by me in trouble times....you'll just leave me when trouble time comes....what a bunch of hipocrits.....please lar......then you'll come back when i'm ok......get a life ya all.....so far...the only true frens i have is my primary skool fren TCK(whose stuck by me through all times even until now, and JESUS, who never left mwe once.........bloody arses!!!!!!!!"

i dreamt this yesterday..... so no hard feelings ya all....^^ feel so much dam better......but no flowery words........haihz...cannot say'em here....and i shant....
and LOVE is just not my type as i just came to notice.....wow...amazing ain't it.........
i dun have the heart to do it go through smth then break up....the sadness is just not me.....breaking sumones heart......
hahaha...time to go back to sleep.....
nites..i mean morning.......
^^